life is not exactly the best but i'm glad that there are people around me who would cheer me up sometimes.

I've been laughing a lot, kay not a lot, but quite, these few days.
BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE
GUANGRONG, DEREK the lameee heheehee!,
WEI QIANG!, ASH,
JOEL!, CEDRIC!, FAITH, TERESA, EVELYN, JUSTINA!! :):)

CCA was quite fun today cause i kept sneaking off to play FRISBEE with GR and Derek and other people who i dont even know. hehe! FRISBEE ROCKS :)

and it's the end of the week tmrw..
time passes really quicklyyy
anyway i feel like sleeping early again tdy.
hehehee

when it comes to a broken heart;

Even though you're gone and far away
I feel you all around
I think about it every single day
You got away somehow

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me

chasing pavements;

crapppppp.
Anyway i really need to scream or shout or cry or anything.
Just anything except for stoning or spacing out.
GOTTA GET ALL THE MISERY OUT OF MY SYSTEM!!
it's unhealthy and it really kills me inside :(

i feel like sleeping now and then waking up at 4 or 5 to do homework.
i think i am going to do so! :)
anyway i think i can sleep well tonight cause i sort of found someone on facebook.
so retarded i know. I sound so stalker-like hahahaha.
Facebook is for stalking people.
Sounds stupid. Stupid eeeeeeeeyeeecandy. I'm just trying to take my mind off everything else kay. Shall stop being mad.



i watched this show yesterday and it's my first M18 movie on DVD hahahaa.
it's like so intense and awesome!!

'' There are things that you don’t want to continue, but you are afraid to end. It’s like you don’t want to expect anything, but you’re still willing to wait. ''

i sort of cant wait to go back to school tomorrow.
i cant stand it when i'm alone because i tend to start wandering off into my own world again.
i sort of scare myself because sometimes i can be happy then sad then happy but mostly sad. crazy girlllllllllllll

my weekendd

DANCERS <3 , ALFRESCO, DINNER WITH E1s, BUFFET LUNCH

and i can always feel my heart sinking, sinking, sinking.

Sometimes, i just feel like running away.

''Sometimes, the hardest thing to let go of is something you never really had.''

MUSIC

earlier on, i watch Channel V and MTV and heard many of my fave songs.
2 is better than one, Unbelievable, 21 guns, Whataya want from me, Kings and Queens,Who Am I, Baby, One Time, One less lonely girl, Gravity....

It's so unbelievable and i don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful flowing down like a waterfall

'' 14583.) I’m scared I'm just a page in your life. That soon, you'll leave and carry on without me.''

''I miss you. But I guess you'll never figure.''

The Click Five - Empty

i miss that

i love the way people's eyes light up when they talk to me.
i miss the way my eyes used to light up too.

rained today.
i felt it even before i saw/heard it.

Jordin Sparks - Was I The Only One

Maybe I thought wrong.
Maybe I felt wrong.

What do I feel now?
Apart from being angry with myself.

Walking away from me

It's really a matter of who moves on first right?
the one who cant let go just gets left behind,
and continues waiting, hoping, hurting.

i don't know how I felt last night, I don't want to remember anyway. It was just another night when I felt insecure and afraid and sad and all.

But today was great.. Except for the homework part Haha :p
Well I'm going to rollerblade tomorrow! :)

Random thoughts.

# How can you lose someone you never even had.
# Sucks because you don't even miss me like how I miss you.
# Sometimes when I'm alone I have the urge to just shout out all the words that are kept in my heart.
# Growing up is difficult.
# Giving up is difficult.
# Moving on is the hardest to do.
#It's stressful to do homework at the last minute.
# Mummy says that boys don't like emo girls
# I am so emo. But I don't careeeeeeeeee
# I can't even remember what I like about myself. Maybe that's why...

How is it possible to be happy and sad at the same time?

Just because she comes off strong
doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying
&& even though she acts like nothing's wrong
maybe she's just really good at lying

Sometimes, you just have to try to be really, really happy even if it isnt what you're really feeling. Just so you can cover up all the sadness that's really dying to come out. It sort of helps.

From March 12- and I suddenly started thinking.. Like. How do you staying in love with one for a long time? It seems really difficult because human beings tend to get bored after while.

I just needed to know this.

What may have been

Is it worse to regret something you did?
Or to regret something you never did?

Everyone wants to escape sometimes

so it is almost 4 am now and I have no idea why I am still awake when the whole world is sleeping. Going to camp tomorrow and will be away from everything for 2 days. Maybe it's a form of escape.

So I'm listening to sad songs on my ipod now and yeah. I just wanted to say that I sort of love life though some things sort of sucks now but I know I must still grateful. So yeah. nights <3

I have no idea why I created a twitter account. Because you can update via SMS? But I have no idea how to do it.

Woke up at 12, eyes partially sore. ate lunch, then spent the whole sunday afternoon sleeping. Don't know why I was so tired. Maybe because I stayed up on saturday night listening to When You're Gone over and over again...

when did we fall apart?

No I cant take another slow goodbye

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you.

I guess, it doesn't mean anything to you anymore.

actually, I didn't want to say goodbye.

I want to sit in the dark and fall asleep when I feel tired. I hope that no one would switch on the lights, and hope that the darkness can take away all the negative feelings in my heart.

I hate it when I let myself become miserable.
Arghhhhhh!

2 in the morning and I'm listening to 2AM :)

Crap I'm hungry now :( and tomorrow I have to reach school at 6.50 for 3 km morning run!!! goshh stupid CCA. Friday tomorrow, and 1 week passes really quickly! Like really. But it's good that it does.

Okay so as weird and random as I always am, I was heading for the library, and I suddenly started thinking.. Like. How do you staying in love with one for a long time? It seems really difficult because human beings tend to get bored after while. Imagine 30 years.Well I'm in no position to say since I have no experience. But, if it was that easy, there wouldn't be idiotic people like Tiger Woods and JACK NEO. Zzz. I despise Wendy Chong. Seriously so shameless!

Even week :
Monday Wednesday CCA.
Tuesday Thursday PE.
Friday CCA morning run

how awesome right.
plus my stamina sucks.. Just great.. :'(
Haha!

reblogged from immissingyou.tumblr.com

is this even true?

anyway i survived monday. and tuesday!!
second last mass pe yay yay yay~
i'm like half dead after every mass pe.
and not to forget, drenched in sweat eww!
haha but it's good workout and can keep fit and lose weight! :):)
a few more days till the end of the week yesssssssssssssss

7-03-2010

CHERYL GIRL'S BIRTHDAY!!



Lunch at Peach Garden :)



Zac is so cuteee! :)

I love sunsets. <3 i think i love them more than the sunrise

Lihao's theatre play!


At Breko - late dinner at 10 pm hahahaha



COLD ROCK!