Jordin Sparks - Was I The Only One

Maybe I thought wrong.
Maybe I felt wrong.

What do I feel now?
Apart from being angry with myself.

Walking away from me

It's really a matter of who moves on first right?
the one who cant let go just gets left behind,
and continues waiting, hoping, hurting.

i don't know how I felt last night, I don't want to remember anyway. It was just another night when I felt insecure and afraid and sad and all.

But today was great.. Except for the homework part Haha :p
Well I'm going to rollerblade tomorrow! :)

Random thoughts.

# How can you lose someone you never even had.
# Sucks because you don't even miss me like how I miss you.
# Sometimes when I'm alone I have the urge to just shout out all the words that are kept in my heart.
# Growing up is difficult.
# Giving up is difficult.
# Moving on is the hardest to do.
#It's stressful to do homework at the last minute.
# Mummy says that boys don't like emo girls
# I am so emo. But I don't careeeeeeeeee
# I can't even remember what I like about myself. Maybe that's why...

How is it possible to be happy and sad at the same time?

Just because she comes off strong
doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying
&& even though she acts like nothing's wrong
maybe she's just really good at lying

Sometimes, you just have to try to be really, really happy even if it isnt what you're really feeling. Just so you can cover up all the sadness that's really dying to come out. It sort of helps.

From March 12- and I suddenly started thinking.. Like. How do you staying in love with one for a long time? It seems really difficult because human beings tend to get bored after while.

I just needed to know this.

What may have been

Is it worse to regret something you did?
Or to regret something you never did?