Today, I wrote an essay with the topic -'Change is good' Is this necessarily true?
Today, I found a guy's wallet with a cute EZlink card photo in it and gave it back to him.
Today, I daydreamed all day.
Today, I collected my free Yami Yogurt.
Today, I walked in the rain.

Today, everything was :/

oh. And I changed my mind like a dozen times.
But i still ended up with what I chosen at first.

And why do I keep feeling like I am in the wrong place with the wrong people?

student council. i'm quite sure it's not what i want
although you might say i havent even tried
but i am already happy with where i am.

HI SO I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND.
I SORT OF KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW.
GONNA BE REALLY MOTIVATED TO STUDY AND NOT TO THINK SO MUCH ABOUT OTHER SHITZ.
KAY.

it's more than that.

I have to set my priorities and also think about how I'm gonna manage my time.
And I don't even know if I want to be a councillor or not.
WHY DO I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE.

And Jie says I really gotta learn to move on cause in the end, I'll be the only one stuck in where I am, while everyone else would have already done so.

Sometimes in order not to fall apart,
we have to let go of what keeps us together.

i really dont know what i should do anymore.
or how i am supposed to feel.

UNCERTAINTIES & EXCUSES.

i feel so blah now. partly because I'm having fever.
But also because, i dont know.

Am i supposed to run for student council?
And how am i supposed to get votes.. campaigning is so, not me.

Maybe i have inferiority complex.
I'm not the kind of person who can manage my time well, or is smart/witty/confident/pretty/cute/popular/enthusiastic/super sociable.

I'm just an average girl who sometimes just doesnt want to be noticed or whatever.
Like you know, just.
I dont even really know how to explain.

because there is not one day that i dont

Okay so I had to take the panadollll.. Can't believe I still have the appetite to eat but I guess it's because the food is nice.. Went to the SCGS carnival today! Omg it's so big and awesome.. There were so many people and also had Uncle Ringo and BEN AND JERRY's! Okay Diary of a wimpy kid in like 5minutes! Being with m family cheers me up. <3

Drained out

oh gosh I'm having fever.
And I think I know why..
Sighz I don't feel like drinking, eating
or taking any medicine.
Panadol :(((

Still have to do homework, revise,
make a choice, and let go.
Can I just run away?