Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself
Live and die for anyone else
The more I live I see this life's not about me

I want to live, not only exist.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not strong enough to carry out the promises that I make to myself.
Who am I kidding? I feel so empty all the time.

But I'll try okay i will i will i willlllllll!!!
Because you never know when a smile can brighten someone else's day :)

Listen to this song :)
It's Kissing You by Miranda Cosgrove.
I'm not a great fan of her songs, but this song is just :) for me even if I've never kissed anyone before. HAHAHAHA

THIS MAKES ME HAPPY :)
green apple flavour so yummy :)
must eat Yami if you're unhappy, then you'll surely be happyy again :)

hmmmmm trying to smile more but I sometimes I just can't :(
how do I start being better person, how do I make people happy, how to smile more, care more, love more? :/
try again tomorrow :) because tmrw is Friday and also games day! Which means no lessons but fun and laughter YEP :)

I feel so lame and stupid and tired and sleepy.
I feel like some joke for being so silly for feeling this way. Okay whatever tomorrow will be better, I hope. please, thankyou. :)

P.s oh yeah something so embarrassing Omgggg. Was doing gym duty today and I kinda made some lame comment to a cute guy who was signing in.. How lame can I get mannn why did I speak?!??! silly me :/
P.s.s Consolation -I have a tub of Yami Yogurt beside me on my bed now. Hehe :)

goodnight then.

I knew my reply that day was pretty stupid.

Have you moved on?
I'm beginning to believe that this time, it's for real.

Secondhand Serenade - Half Alive

'The worst feeling ever isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you can't forget'

School was horrible. Actually I meant my mood. Or both. It's so much easier tricking myself into believing that I'm happy. Sometimes I even believe I am. But at the end of the day, I always wonder how much longer I can hang in there.

Anyway it's a whole new month. And. My goal for this month is to smile more, care more and love more. Yep :) I want to be a better person. I'll try hard.

it's easier making people happy than trying to be happy myself.

Anberlin - Breaking
Sezairi Sezali - Broken
Dashboard Confessional - Broken Hearts and Concrete Floors
The Script - Breakeven
James Morrison Ft Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

I dont want to leave this way
All I know
Is broken

I heard your voice break when you said 'well i hope you're happy'

you're wrong.
i'm not.

Caught IpMan with Brandon, Ron, ZJ and Wilson on Sat :)
loved the show! Actually the actor for this movie aint that bad but Donnie Yen's still cooler :)

Splendours :)

Had an awesome night :)
<3 you dancers :)




KimFong, Diana, Natalie :)
Dancers :)


Irene :)

Irene :)
Charles, Ms Chong, Pamela, Kartika :)
Jingwen :)
Yuenyern :)
Beatrice :)
Eunice :)
Eunice, Beatrice, Halim :)
Guangrong and Lester :)
Guangrong :)
Lester :)