Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 today!
want to watch The Treasure Hunter sooooonn!!

JAY CHOU ROCKS FOREVER AND EVER.
kbox!!!!~

after the storm,
the sea is calm.

maybe, it is because jie is coming back. (yay)
and i am hoping the next 'disaster' will come later later later.
i cant say never come,
because like i said,
it is a cycle which never ends/

something to be happy about
: jie is coming back today - FINALLY <3

when a volcano erupts, you RUN

I have to learn to SUCK IT UP no matter how tired I am.
because it is a cycle which NEVER FREAKING ENDS.
because it is never enough.

BECAUSE, NOTHING IS EVER FREAKING ENOUGH. NOTHING.

crap mess.
someone please get me out of here.

BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSINS.
this show is sososo awesome but really gory and sad.
cried like mad and continued doing so after the show!!
):

off to watch AVATAR 3D nowww! heard it's really nice!
mad huh. 2 movies in one day.
and tmrw - Princess and the fog
day after tmrw - Alvin and the chipmunks 2

want to watch THE TREASURE HUNTER JAY CHOU!!!

Suddenly, it feels as though my heart has pounded so strongly that my chest hurts.

I don't know how I should face this unknown, or if I am ready to do so.

And I am afraid that how I react would change all that I have now,
something which I treasure so very much that I am unable to even put it in words...

backkkk! Home is always the best :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3
only spent 9 minutes of christmas in Singapore.. but there are still 14 days of christmas left :D

taiwa tmr! :) :(

Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone

''Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you ''

the lyrics of this song is so amazing.
and it got me so :/
I cant believe that 3/4 of December is almost over,
and that 2009 is coming to an end.
Somehow, i just cant bear to let go of everything.

& it has got me wondering if i would regret about things which I have not said/done.

Maybe one day, the feelings hidden somewhere in the corner of my heart would escape.
If only if I had the courage to let it show..

instead of texting oh lol , what i really wanted to say was -
I cant help it if you dont like me for who i am/am not.

16/12/09
MET UP WITH YUKIE AT MARINA SQUARE!! :D:D <3
hehehe watched Planet 51 which was okay..
and then Kenny Rogers for dinner!! yummyyummy :):)
she bought me makeup for my birthday hehe
and taught me how to use it, that's why my eyes look so dark! hehe :P

want to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks, The Spy Next More and Toothfairy!
they are all light hearted movies hahah :D

dont know what to believe anymore..

peace and serenity

because you listened,
because you cared,
because you were always here for me

are you still here?

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin' and I, am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Random Fact #7 : Was 20 cm from being hit by a car today. o-m-gosh

FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT

so what if he is gay?
because who are we to judge?

HIS VOICE IS SO GOOD YOU CANT DENY IT!!

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don’t be afraid of what’s inside
Gonna tell ya you’ll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you’re not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

MAHJONGGG!!!! :)))

Reach

" Which is more difficult? Pretending to like someone you don't or pretending not to like someone? "

maybe, what we're looking for is not too far away...
Sometimes all you need to do is follow your heart.

haiss eyerings + eyebags are like. GINORMOUS
when will it ever DISAPPEAR?

okay TIRED
gonna crashhh. :/
nightssssssssssssss :]

HAHAHA TGIF!!!!!!!!!!! <333
AWESOME FRIDAY!!
okayy like super hyper nowww :) hehehe :/

~ went to cut hair and it's like shorter now but nicer i guess :)

~ yayyyy went to rollerblade with :):):) super fabfabfab!!! like for almost 3 hours okay! and at first i thought it was going to be weird and allll but everything was okay and i could just be myself :) then went to AMK HUB like my first time and went to MOF for early dinner!! my first time too :D ate SNOW ICE for dessert! ALSO MY FIRST TIME but yummyyummy kayz but impossible to finish one on my own!!
hehe FRIDAYYYY!!!

~ went to walkwalk at Orchard and then there was a FLEA MARKET!! WAS SOSOSOSOO CRAZY AND EXCITED!!!! BOUGHT LIKE A FEW STUFFS CUZ I WENT TOO LATE :(
but yayyyyy :) i <3<3 fleas!

~ Storm warriors 2 at GWC! Aaron Kwok is like so coool- stupid Ekin Cheng ._. and crazy hair-tearing ending that leaves you with this ZZZ feeling

~ becauseeeeee of the Edusave and Eagles award hahahahahaha :):):)
doing prefect duty was so worth it :) hehehe

i think i was just like so high because it was really cool walking around with the blades hanging from my shoulders :D wanna get one tooooooo :)

things which divert my focus from anything elseeee

<3 Mango and Club Marc + Robinsons stuffssss :]

what a paradox.

wants to tell the truth but I can't.

wants to lie but I don't know how to.

LOL WHAT NOW?
:/ , :S, :@ and a million other emoticons which screams howwwwwwwww?

Random Fact #6 : Really dislike getting one word/ short replies.
[ but sometimes i do that too when i dont feel like talking :/ OOPPPSSS ]

"You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you do, it isn’t enough. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves."

angry with you, me, just everythinggggg..
Argh.

The air at night is so crisp and fresh and there's barely a hint of pollution. So quiet and dark yet the wind is just enough to take your breath away.
Skipping at night really calms me/ allows me to get every emotion out of my system.
Just got to breatheeeee. :S

Random Fact #5: Skipping on an overhead bridge is way cooool...

Random Fact #4: CANT MULTITASK!!!

Reasons to be happy/excited/hyperr!

¤ Had japanese food for 2 days of dinner!!
And I'm addicted to Yami Yogurt!
¤ Lester texted me from London!!!!! :DD
And Saruul called me from Mongolia!!!! :)))
And Janet Jie called me from Canada!!
HAHAHA <3 <3 <3
¤ Got Adam Lambert's For Your Entertainment music cd yayyyyz
¤ Becuz of how everything is okay now and also of what you said :)
¤ Going to watch New Moon laterr !
¤ Taiwan
¤ Super Duper excited for Friday! Can't waitt..

Anyway I figured out what that upsetting feeling was: the feeling of being replaced.
But. how to sayyyyz.
In the end I'm the fool again. -.-

I keep getting scammed of my feelingss!
Should just carry on laughing at everything and myself :x

HAHAHA why am I sooo crazy LOL.

The feeling of disappointment seriously sucks sometimes.

you can always make me smile;

wonder if missing can be put into words hahaha :)
but somehow i feel so much better now :))))
thankyou,thankyou,thankyou :)

>janet Jie

Hey Jie! yup! Becuz cheryl wants to go..
We are going again tmrw! And maybe bringing to waveboard too.. Hahaha cheryl keeps falling down becuz she doesn't know how to bend her knees.. And I'm okay but I have no idea how to turn!! But luckily it is not so crowded on weekdays so won't crash or anything :)

Sooo cool that you can iceskate on the ponds there! ( is it? ) but is it dangerous? Like will the ice crack?
3 more weeks till you're back and you know that many people are not going to be in Singapore for Christmas this year? hmm oh I also haven't found a job cause I'm really lazy to go for interviews and all..
Yuppz well reply soon and take care!

The first day of December 2009

today was..... :/
€ Rollerbladed till Bedok Jetty and overcame all the energy-consuming slopes but now I have 2 blisters..
€ Played mahjong with Irene, Daddy and PoPo while GongGong went for checkup..
€ & Brandan managed to catch dozens of prawns so we went bbq-ing!

But I still, I don't know..
felt a little :( because of everything.

I want to learn how to not take things for granted.
Even though I know I should not, sometimes I just keep looking back, and start having regrets about things which I had or had not done.
Arghzxzxzx :(((

ahhhh so tired..
My back is going to break and eye rings are hugeeeee.. Hah zzz. Feel like I don't even have the energy to sit up straight..
Hope I'll get over this morning sickness after rollerblading later!

/Action speaks louder than words/

the cutest soft toy I have ever seen!!!!!! :))
HAHA I guess the sale at Takashimaya is something every child looks forward to going every Christmas! A little boy was so reluctant to let go of the ducky, but he still had to anyway awww... Hmm but it doesn't mean I'm a child, just that the ducky is rly rly cuteeee!
But not worth the money. Ahhhh...

Heh :) shopping and I heart Cotton On! Yayyy!

this vintage phone is so so chioo. Hah okay :)

Random Fact #3: I hate awkward silences but I'm really bad at talking on the phone because
> I get distracted easily
> I run out of things to say
> Because I feel like I am speaking to a talking phone. :/
> I don't know why tooooo. I'm just not much of the talking type, more of listening I guess.

Meeting HJ in Ion Orchard tmrw! :))
Have to sleep early if not I can't wake up :@

Damn, december is arriving in one more day :(
Hope it won't turn out disappointing.....

I think I am the world's most cowardly coward, and I hate myself for it.

I always always end up running away from truths and people, locking myself in, hiding in a world of my own, wishing that *poof! everything would be fine after a while. But noooo it doesn't work that way...

I believed in fate, and thought that that was what I hoped for: I'm in the right place at the right time, but suddenly I realized that I've changed my mind. And No, this is not what I want anymore, it's probably not meant to be.

So I end up being left in the middle of nowhere, waiting for a miracle which I know is never going to happen, until I figure out what my heart is telling me...

went rollerblading again today and I think I am beginning to like the sport a lot (: .. I also enjoy the 20 minute car ride there, just sitting in the backseat, listening 'Without Words' over and over again, staring into the sky and realizing how beautiful it is, or how it has always been, and how sometimes we fail to stare long enough to notice the beauty of Nature.

Time for miracles

Remembered that I still have not watched 2012 :( ahhh.

Random Fact #2: I have NEVER EVER watched a horror film in the movie theaters..

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Decided to come up without a random facts list. i also dont know why, but i was just sitting in the backseat of the car and the idea just popped into my head.
Okay.

Random Fact #1 : Today was the first time ( in my whole entire life ) that i saw a FLYING cockroach!!!! Thank goodness not in my house, but in a dont-know-where-i-think-Clementi coffeeshop. Heh but i'm more afraid of lizards compared to cockroaches...

Got To Live Like We're Dying

How come we don't say,
'I love you' enough?
Till it's too late,
It's not too late..

Gawd. My body feels like one of an 80 year old's and I feel as stiff as a robot.

I miss dancing,
I want to, and HAVE TO DANCE!

Have been wanting to learn how to do a handstand and at least a decent cartwheel but Iam scared of falling down!
( Reason why I quitted gym after half a year BUT I really regret doing so! )
Bet I can't even do a split nowww :(

Srsly have to find my tights and stretch those muscles! DANCE DANCE DANCE. Oh skipping, jogging and boarding toooo! And rollerblading!
Promise myself it's going to be soonnn :)))

I do not want I-don't-know to continue being the answer to questions...
Maybe, just maybe, I do know the real answer,
but somehow it still seems easier to run away from it;

I can finally wash my hairrrrrr!
YEAH BABY YEAHH.

''I am not asking you to put your whole heart out there all at once. But if you think you can give a little by a little, that's a start. And I..... have already started, ''

Beautiful isnt it? Feels as though we're headed for paradise. :)



People come together to run for a good cause, for all the cancer patients out there who require help. Feels really meaningful to just be present.

you know iam going to miss you for ever and ever and ever and everrr.

i really dont knowwwwwwwwwww what's going on..
tired of mixed emotions.

The day becomes one with precious memories with all of you here, because your presence is enough;


I like walking home because the night is so quiet and peaceful. Yet, at the same time, making me feel like the only one left behind in the dark nighttt..

chalettt

Perfect :D
Felt like 'Sec 4 Orientation' with lots of Macs and Card games!!
i love you allllllllllll <3

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份

ahhh dont be so nice to meeeeee. :/

okay SHE FINALLY IS BACK. :D




Went to rollerblade today! Very fun but it is actually not as easy as it seems and i am still used to ice skating so it was really difficult to even TRY to move hahaha :) OH I DID NOT FALLL DOWNNN!!!! :))
But in a way, i guess falling down is an amazing thing because you would learn to get up and realize that it makes you a stronger person. so yupppp.



happy becuz Z just learned how to walk and he walked to meeee :D He loves throwing everything on to the floor including mahjong chips, making a hugee mess! But he is rly rly rly cuteee! hahaha :)


I LOVEEE LOVE LOVEEE SUSHI TEI! hahahahaaa i just discovered this awesome super super delicious sushi dish but dont know what it's called. HAHAAA I ate 3 plates of it for dinner, no kidding. :/

1) can't wait for the night to come becuz IRENE CHANG IS COMING HOME!!!! Hope she doesn't read this and find out how much I missed her, yahh I admit it, if not her skin will become thick thick thick hahaaaaa :@
2) Dental appt and chalet tmrwwww!
3) bought 2 winter jackets which costs 250d!! Is Taipei really gonna be THAT colddd?
4) am rly addicted to CD's Insomnia!

I rly rly don't like December....

envy,

Besides memories and photographs, both which would be sure to fade over time, I have just realised that I have nothing else to remember you by...

this is what 5 hours of thinking and 30 minutes of talking does to me;

goooodddddddmorning, i am agnes. ANDDDD all the previous posts, which i have already deleted, were kind of crappy. i actually meant REALLY crappy.

I almost laughed at myself when i re-read them but well, they were all written at the spur of the moment so cant really blame myself yeah? I am just a normal teenage girl going through crazy things which are actually nothing big but i always end up making things so difficult for myself.

I realized all these because of someone who just told me about some date and how it might link to something, but it is in fact, actually really really nothing.

so..
WHY ARE WE READING SO MUCH INTO THINGS, MAKING EVERYTHING SO COMPLICATED!!!!! It's really crazy i knowwwwww.

We should really just try to look at things from a simpler approach.
Because only then, will we find the answers to our questions :) :)

Having said that, it is really perfectly normal to want to uh feel down?. HM. Taylor Swift has the best English sad songs and for Chinese, obviously Jay Chou!

craving for Mcnuggetszzz ahhhhhhhhh :/

crazy meeeeeeeee.

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

when this little hope in my heart become rain and falls <3

一定要开心喔!