SNSD - 좋은 일만 생각하기 ( Day by Day )

SNSD! :) hahahahaa this song is so sweet and lovely and makes me happy and makes me like that -> :):):):) you knoww??

and I am SO NOT outdated unlike how SOMEONE always says i am -_- ( ugly diao face ), ._. ( cute diao face :] )
bleahhhhsss HAHAHAHAHA okay crazy alreadyyyy :)

hahahaha :D:D anyway the song is really niceeee~~

100th post

and i was like - OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
it seemed as though the whole world stopped revolving.
& i thought i couldnt breatheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

please dont stop the rain;

© MalvaAlcea @ Deviantart

today, i sat in the rain, eating yami yogurt.
wondering, how long will this go on?
i miss liking going to school.

真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让愛变透明

falling to pieces

today was just :(
and it rained.

What am i gonna to do when the best part of me was always you

I don't think I can sleep tonight.
It's like. It sucks the most when you want to hold on to something or some people as tightly as you can, and for as long as possible but then you know that a day will come when you will have to let go although you don't want to. Ain't gonna give up so easily though.

Can't imagine school without you all and neither do I want to.
Love you guys and I'm still looking forward to seeing you all on Saturday! <3

unreal

I.AM.WEAK. emotionally.
sometimes i feel like an injured stray puppy in need of someone to adopt me and care for me or something.
JUST AN EXAMPLE.
Hahaha. :/ appeal results next Friday. HAVE TO WAIT FOR SO LONG :(
i feel giddy now. heh. It does not feel like there is going to be school tomorrow.

Maybe i should paint nail polish, wear eyeliner and a dress to school.
They might kick me out and i can go NY! :) hahaha crazy.

RANDOM FACT #15 - Elephants can swim! Like in the sea. I did not know that. Bet you didn't too!

some chances I wish I didnt throw away.

Always do what you want and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.
<3 YEAH I LIKE.

Theory of a Deadman - Wait for me

TOMORROW:
/first day of school - in CJC ._. SIGHZ appeal pls pls pls be successful!! :)
/BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT - which i am NOT going. :(

why the appeal results take so long!
have to stay in CJC for like 7 days :(


Chorus:
Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and
It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me

Reflection

Today, I hid in the corner of my room.
Today, I burned out 3/4 of my Ipod's battery.
Today, I was in the wrong.
TODAY, I SUCKED, BIG TIME.

Today, I realized that it is not easy, but I must learn to be a better person.

But for now, I just want to thank the Greater One for blessing me with family and friends who tolerate me, and love me for who i am. <3 (:

P/S : Tonight's stars made the sky so so beautiful.
P/S/S : omg~~~~~ why cant you post comments on people's twitter!!! ._. sighz give the BLGs tix to me!!
P/S/S/S : Today i used my new bag! hehehe so cute it's glow in the dark! Although I rly rly rly rly, times 100000, wanted to buy the super BEAUTIFUL Eastpak bag, but i shall be learn to be contented with this:) it's actually quite unique la!

can we get this back to what it used to be

there some nights when you just feel like being with your music and curling up on your bed or hiding in some corner of your room, in the dark where you're unseen and can't be found. Even if in reality, you want so much to be found and be hid somewhere safe away, in the arms of someone who'll protect you from everything else. Hah tonight I'm just gonna hide under my blankie. Love it when it's at night, so peaceful and quiet, and you feel like you're the only one. Just yourself and awesomeee music. <3

Self-timed photos. Couldnt resist! The scenery was too picture-perfect. <3


WITH BEVERLY TO BUY SCHOOLBAG :D
she managed to psyco me!!!
hehehe but i like it laaa :)

THEN WITH JAE AND TRISH! :D
and with toothfairygodfather as jae says. :)
aww so sweet hehehee













& HOME SWEET HOME.
i lovee taking buses! Like so emo.
Esp the bus 124.
hahahaa crazy me.

hehehehe tmrw I'm headed to Plazasing to watch Toothfairy!!!! Looks funny~~
Can't wait to meet :):):):)
And I hope dinner will be possible!
Super excited nowww!
Hmmm gosh what should I wear!!??

Which is worse?
§ Having regrets for something that you have said or done,
Or
§ Having regrets for not saying or doing something.

I don't know either, both seem bad.

;; At that time, I sort of, almost believed that you meant what you said.

Random Fact #14: I love wearing hoodies! :D

SATURDAY / SUCH-A-DAY

-> KLUNCH at Cineleisure kbox!(sisters and friend from china)
-> SPY NEXT DOOR at Plaza Sing (familyy)
-> Dinner at Tunglok restaurant, Orchard Central
-> Skatepark to seee cool bikers and skateboarders hehehe :p and fleaa market! (alone) :D









it was awesome to see the guys perform their stunts! They seriously have no fear of falling down or anything and are so determined to get the stunt right! They're really gooddddd.. Seeing their passion for this reminded me of my passion for dance! :)
And then to fleaaa hehehe $ fly away againnn.

Anyway! I still remember there was this one time when we went to Edwin's house to swim. We were looking at the sky and debating if the shining point in the sky was a star or a satellite, since it wasn't blinking. I know what it is now! A STAR! PLANET VENUS ! Saw it again tonight and JieJie told me that the star for Venus does not blink... :) anyway it was really bright and pretty :)

why eat yami yogurtt?
because it is YUMMMY~~~
1 more stamp left before i can collect a free cup of Yami yogurt and a makeover discount voucher! LOVE YAMI YOGURT~

anyway today i spent the whole afternoon listening to the radio so that i can try to win the tickets to BLG! too bad i hesitated for 10 seconds too long, if not i'm sure i could have won it! Going to try again tmrw :) i know the time to tune in already! hehehehe. but also. dont know.
I can also buy them if i want to! But i also want to buy a backpack :D:D

Going for Kbox tomorrow i think!

RANDOM FACT #13 - I ALWAYS cry when i go to Kbox and watch Jay Chou's MVs. Especially 彩虹 and 最長的電影.

omigosh.
Power 98 fm is giving away tix!!!
going to listen in!
i think tmrw's the last day :(
if not. :(

do i really have to give it a misssssssssssssssss
6 more days till the gig!!!!!

ANYWAYYY shouldnt care about that. SERIOUS BUSINESS!!!

28 JAN!!!!!
I WANT TO GOOOOOO~~
it'd be so cool man i can just imagine myself being high!
AND singing along to the awesome songss
AND bobbing to the beat
AND screaming like madddddddddddd
78$ and 98$!
it is soooooo worth it!
AHHHHHHHHHH howhowhowhowhowwwwwwwwwww
AHHHH!!!! still have tix??!
+ still have!!! AHHH!!!!!
okay mad already.
anyoneeeeee??
oonce in a life time you knowww??!!!
I KNOWWW!! AHHH
howhowhowhowhow :(
ITD BE A BLAST MAN.
maybe Irene will want to follow me hehehehe :)
but she cannot, next day have schooooooool. zz
HAISSSSSSS

/your voice was the soundtrack of my summerrrrr/
:):):):):):)

those words are still stuck in my head.
the way you put it, it is as though, i dont even want to say it.
maybe i'm really just not good enough..


should.not.let.it.affect.me.
:/ cant. hah.
so patheticccc! :/

hehehehe the feeling of liking a present is so nice.

AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD :D

i am as tall as that building!! and that one, yah that one too!!
LOL okay lame ._.



haha i got lost!! spent 1 hour trying to figure out how to walk to the Singapore Flyer :/ but it was fun! :) the Padang and Esplanade is so pretty :)






in the capsule! :D

gosh. I heard it before I saw it..
RAINING NOWW.
I wanna be out there.
:) :(

Like. The part about caring,
I guess it's kind of like a reminder to myself, to people.

These few days have been really. Yeah. Don't know how to describe. But daddy kind of reminded us about it.. that we should try to be less self-centred, and care more, be it with your family or friends. And that if something is really important to you, all th more you should treasure it.

Crap. What am I talking aboutttt.
I MUST be HAPPY.
Gosh. SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE
And think of happy things..
Like :):):):) kay kay kay?

Trying to like brainwash myself. Not sure if it's working sighz.

JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT IF YOU CARE ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING, THEN YOU SHOULD ACT LIKE YOU DO.

:( :( :(
ARGH!I need to find some place to scream out whatever I'm feelingggggg.

Anyway today I saw an orange cat with orange eyes and it looked so sad and I really wanted to hug it and comfort it just like how I'd want to be held when I'm sad but we were separated by a fence and I could only reach for it though the gaps.. plus it looked so fierce and kept meowing at me!

Maybe if it was a puppy I would have liked it even moreeee. I would even climb over the fence for it.. Haha I'm definitely more of a dog person. :) <3

FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE.
NO NOT FINE :(

but i know that it wont even make a difference.

@ EDWIN's

swimming at Edwin's house was the besttt!
hehehe SUPER.AWESOME.
I'm going to miss hanging out over there
and of course, miss Edwin too!!
MISS STUDY DATES HAHAHA
:)
Byebye to Edwin and hope to be able to send him off
when he leaves for SF!
although i know i'll definitely get emotional and start crying :/
crap i'm going to be sad soon again..

hahahaha :/

imy

credits to CC! hehe.

found this and it was really uhm. cute because it's cute!
kay i actually meant - because i can relate to it.
hahahahahaha :p

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

credits to thingsweforget.blogspot.com

i love this.
wonder.
wonder.
wonder/

emotionally drained.

I cant. I just can't stay strong.

so i guess i couldnt get more than okay..
it's like my PSLE score. Neither here nor there.
maybe i must learn to be content.
i just, dont know, feel numb.
They were mentioning the top scorers and my heart was sinking by the second, really.
Just hoping either CJC or NYJC will accept me!

But at the same time, i am really happy for all E1s! :)
JSUT KNOW THAT YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME OKAYYYYYYYYYYY.
Just being around your can cheer me up a lot a lot...
i'm just thankful because i know that no matter what happens,
my family and friends will always be here for me <3

people you know we can do it!
you know what we're made of :)
E1's, no matter what happens,
we still rock! hahahaha :)
just now everyone was like so nervous..
but we will do well!
we must learn to have faith <3
please please please please please,

ONE ON THE BUND~ :D
yummy fooddddd :) hehe
and great scenery.
i just love love love the night scenery so much.
like. so. warm.
and just me.
maybe because i am a night owl.

plus jiejie showed us the stars
and how they made up constellations
B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

so. amazing.
i love it when it feels like the night is so alive.
dont you think so?

& i thought i saw you, but was it? i think my heart skipped many beats. :/

telepathy :D seriously super freaky.
maybe it's because great minds think alike hahaha :)

P.S TAEYANG ROCKS!!!!

I just wanna know exactly just where you at/

Yesterday, i woke up because of some bad dream
and then wondered why i did not need to go to school..
then i realized it's because i already graduated! :(

Yesterday i met Edwin! after like dont know how long of not meeting up with classmates, maybe 468422127 years!!!!!

Then today we arranged to go find Ron in Bangkok tomorrow to go jogging at 12 noon!
Then JARON said i made Ron so pekchek by being lame until he logged off! -.- eh it's disconnected okay! WONDER WHO IS THE ONE THAT MAKE PEOPLE MORE PEKCHEK HAHA

AND I CANNOT BELIEVE RON's MSN WAS IN THAI LANGUAGE. HAHA
going to see Jaron's and Ron's NEW BLOGS NOW. HAHAHAHAHA :p

gosh i think i become a little siao already :/

credits to Deviantart

Sunlight Moonlight
You lit my life
Realize in the night
While love shines bright

声をきかせて
素直になればきっと
分かりあえるはずさ
ココロを開いて
声をきかせて
歩いてきた道は僕たちにとってきっと
大切なSTEPさ　その未来への


even if it is just a whisper.
even if it is just in my dreams.