Feeling better now despite the freakingstupid lizard incident just now :(
I dont know what happened anyway, what went wrong, or when it started falling apart.
I only know who were the ones who walked away first and who were the ones who held on, but like me, became too tired of holding on to something which was slowly disintegrating and losing its meaning.
But that's life isn't it?
Things change people change.
But time does not stop for anything or anyone
& neither does anyone give a damn about the crap you're feeling.
JUST HAVE TO SUCK IT UP AND GET ON WITH LIFE.
Kay I sound quite crude but whatever. I am angry okay? Angry at people who walk into my life, become people who i care about, and then walk out again. But mostly angry at myself for being so NAIVE. oh well oh well oh well.
What to do to cheer up
1st step - Eat orange flavoured Yami Yogurt ( now :] )
2nd step - Sleep early ( soon! )
3rd step - Wake up early to study ( Tomorrow )
4th step - Feel accomplished and thus very happy :)
7 comments:
hi agnes. i understand how you feel but well change is the only constant no matter how much i hate changes too we need to face the facts that people do change. move on agnes. :) i am learning too.
beatrice :)
Hello Beatrice!! I'm so surprised to see your comment :B Yeah but it's difficult when it means a lot :( oh well thank you anyway! :) have an awesome holiday! :)
haha. because i sometimes happen to read your blog and feel like you are feeling exactly like how i feel at times. i know it's not easy to move on but well we will have to do it. add oil. :)
haha yah :( You too! I know you're stronger than me. What's yours?
:) i am not as strong as you think i am. no i am not at all. though i am telling you to move on but i am still in the learning process too. haha mine? when there's a chance i guess when we talk in private soon then maybe we can share. :) stay happy agnes. :)
Hahaha i meant what's your blog url. hehe you too!! :) thankyou for being so sweet! :D
ahaha. ask me on msn or something. it's a private one. :)
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