I don't know what made you start talking to me again.. With reason or no reason,
Then I am reminded of the times I used to wish you were texting me instead of her, the times I wished you would ask me how my day was, the times I missed your smiley faces.

But now I realize.. I don't even place my phone beside me just to wait for your reply anymore,
I realize I don't even bother to reply as quickly as I used to just so you wouldn't have to wait,
I realize your smileys don't even make me smile anymore,
I realize... I realize.. I realize..
That I stopped missing you a long time ago.
I just didn't know it until now.