Was reading my diaries last night.. Smiling and tearing whilst reading everything, it then occurred to me that things which are left unsaid, really do have the ability to break peoples' hearts.
It's the exact feeling of how someone leaves without an explanation or anything, leaving you there waiting for something to happen, for an answer? But no, they don't turn back to tell you why they're walking out of your life, they don't tell you why they stop caring like they used to, they can't even hear you sob as you ask 'why?', because they are already so far away, and then that's when you realize that they're not coming back, and neither will you find the answers to your questions.
And then after a while, maybe a day, 1 week, a few months, you realize that maybe some things are better left unsaid? Or some questions you wouldn't really need the answer to?
Maybe because I'm not worth the answer, or I'm just not meant to know why. Either way, maybe it's a lesson learnt. What could have been, will never be anyway.
2 comments:
The more i read your blog the more i feel like for some part of us we are so alike. and i mean so so so alike.
haha :) maybe because we're going through the same thing..
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