I know it's my fault.. for not knowing what I want, for being selfish.
But it has been a while already, since i dont know.
Eventually and subconsciously, I become emotionally attached to people who are very nice to me and care a lot about me, even if I thought I didnt need them to.
& just now I suddenly realized that sometimes I rather no one cared, because somehow I always end up pushing away or 'losing' the people who do.
Then when they suddenly stop caring about me, I realize that I dont know what to do.
I become so lost and empty again.
I start missing the way they care, even if I dont want to, even if I try not to.
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