I wish I wish

I wish I could be this happy and high all the time, like how I am when I am with my family or with the super awesome E1s.

But obviously I can't.. Because school sucksss. I hate it because I no longer look forward going to school. I no longer have people who know the real me and like me for who I am. It seems like no one there understands what it's like to miss- it's probably not even in their dictionary. They're probably too busy checking out the cute girls/handsome guys ( like whateverrrrr ) , or moving on like the past never existed, too eager to make new friends.

Or maybe I'm the only crazy emo girl. Oh and I'm falling sick, yeah when chinese new year is coming. Zz. :/